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Name: Devin
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 8/24/1984
Gender: Male


Occupation: Sales
Industry: Retail


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Member Since: 7/7/2003

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Monday, December 29, 2003

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Wednesday, December 03, 2003

You can choose life, wealth, and even happiness.  But these things can all fade.  I believe some things are everlasting.  And as such, they cannot be chosen.  They are those forces which are undefinable and never fully understood. Love, God, and Time are among these things.  They can all be felt phsysically and spiritually, but never chosen, never controlled.


The frost covered night howls and bites
Layers of cotton and wool will protect thee
From the icy breath of the winds tonight
With flesh alone, you would surely freeze

A decision made
To be hot or to be cold
Easily decided with no story told

An untouched forest beckons you now
A short chase and the tearing of flesh
Keeps thee from hunger and frown
Without the hunt, you wouldn’t be blessed

A decision made
To kill or wither away
Another easy choice I’d say

Her naked body fills you with lust
But is that all, or is there more?
You fill her with each passionate thrust
But it’s love that reaches the core

No decisions made
Only a feeling you can’t distinguish
Love is a fire that can’t be extinguished

Sometimes decisions were meant to be made
Other times one must feel the answer
Just remember always
You cannot choose, what does not fade


Tuesday, December 02, 2003

A key turns, a spark brings an engine to life
It breathes hoarsely, lets loose a roar
Tires screech on fresh pavement, a car rockets into the night
Beautiful, deadly, a needle of steel and gasoline
Calm, unrelenting, the driver weaves  his pattern
Guided by love, anger, and confusion
His world torns to red, sinister red eyes blind him 
In the silence between heartbeats, he swerves
The concrete welcomes him, fire consumes him
No more love, no more anger, no more confusion
The key is still turned, but no sparks, no life





Everyone changes
And so do you
So you ask me
Is this love true?

I could write for hours
On my fantasies
But what I really want
Is you and me

You make me smile
Even on days apart
I wish you could love me
Deep inside your heart

When I heard you say
I love you so
It slipped past my ears
And filled my soul

Everyone changes
I wish you'd stay the same
Now I'm stuck here
Wondering what you'll say




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